The dot on the ceiling

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September Update

Sun 04 October 2026

Factually, I kept myself busy in September. This was not a conscious choice, and was probably a form of needed distraction. It seems to have worked: the flashbacks and waves of sadness keeping me up on evenings are less intense now. There is still a lot of practical stuff to …

August Update

Mon 31 August 2026

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bouquet in vase

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sunset over the clouds

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sunflower in bloom

The sunflower bloomed.

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Although I didn’t choose my day of travel, I felt lucky that the rear-view mirror had automatic dimming so I could see the eclipse, partly.

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Technical stuff that …

July Update

Mon 03 August 2026

Chronologically, it sounds funny: I experienced heartbreak, but it felt good, then I went on vacation and it was great, also I met a bunch of friends which was also great, but I also got quite sick which sucked, and also an awesome guest visited in Amsterdam, and my doctors …